So my old friends from school contacted me over facebook again, while i was hoping to let the contact with them die over time. It freaked me out a bit.
You see, life how it is now is great for me. People at school are good to me. I feel respected and appreciated. For crying out loud i was holding LECTURES at my school and people came and listened to me. Later even asking me for more lectures. With my old friends it was never like that. Everything i did was weird and dumb in their eyes. Always poked fun at the things i apprechiated or just not getting it. Spending time with them became less and less enjoyable. But circumstances of my life forced me into them.
I really don’t want to go ever back to that. But i am also not the person who burns bridges lightly. I was just hoping they would lose interest in me.
But egh, i can already picture it if i would agree to meeting them. I would tell them about the cool stuff i do at school, they would bash it, poke fun at it and then i would just be sitting there for the rest of the evening bored until i can make up a studpid excuse to leave early again.
But at the same time it reminded me how much i apprechiate my new school life, so that’s something =)